Pushing through the egotistical thoughts/feelings of “Half Assery” we find our freedom!
I didn’t know that deep cleaning my home would have such an impact upon me!
With 2 Christmas gatherings and my grandson’s 4th birthday party being held in our home, my husband and I knew the house needed a deep cleaning in preparation for these events. Therefore we discussed hiring a cleaning company which would cost us about $300-$500!
Within my heart and mind I hated that my husband didn’t trust or believe I could do a thorough cleaning job, so we needed to hire and expert. You see I’ve had the reputation of keeping the house maintained, but deep cleaning was not my forte!
Wanting to prove to both of us, that I could do it, I tapped into the Divine Guidance as to how to accomplish this big endeavor, and received instructions to divide this 2400 sq. ft. home into 4 zones. In which each zone took 3hours to complete. So over the course of 2 weeks, I spent 12hrs. deep cleaning.
While I was cleaning I was very aware of the egotistical thoughts/feelings of wanting to; cut corners, skip sections, and quit. I had to continually push the thoughts/feelings of “Half Assery” away and give it my best effort.
When it was done, I stood back looking over my family room, with a sense of accomplishment, causing tears to stream down my face, as the realization flooded my heart and mind, that I’ve spent a life time believing that I didn’t know how to clean well. I always felt like I was not good enough. When in truth, I was just following the egotistical mind of “Half Assery,” which would result in shame, guilt, regret and projecting resentment upon my husband, for not believing in me. When it was really me, not believing in myself.
As the egotistical veil has come down, I’m realizing I’m what I’ve always wanted to be!
I’m not becoming someone, I’m awakening to what I’ve always been!
Hell is following the egotistical mind and not knowing and experiencing our True Identity in the Divine!
Those things we really desire to be or have, is what we are and possess on the other side of the egotistical veil of “Half Assery!”
It’s so very important that we push pass the initial thoughts and feelings of compromise, settling and taking the easy path, so we can find our True Self.
Think about what those desires of wanting to be and have are for you, then push through the egotistical veil with tenacity, so they become your reality. This is when you’ll realize your True Identity.
Gypsy Spirit
Teaching people what they Truly are and their purpose in life, in order to free and empower them!