There is a place within us where only light, love, and peace dwell. The human dilemma is that peace is not our experience, and since we are not at peace, it’s impossible to be light and love to the world.
What I’m realizing in my own life, and helping others to awaken to who they really are, is that our love, light and peace, is being veiled by judgements and grievances we are holding against the world and others.
Several years ago, I had a grievance against someone that had taken credit for healing my friend of stage 4 cancer, when God had clearly showed me that her cancer was caused by the judgements and grievances she was holding onto. I was able to walk her through a “spiritual heart surgery” and she was completely healed.
However, I was really angry that other people were claiming they healed her, so their ministry would be recognized. As I was agonizing over the situation, God said, “Rhonda enter the courtroom! She is on the stand, the prosecution walks in and reads off all the accusations you have been letting your ego play over and over in your mind, that you are agreeing with. You are her defender, so start defending each accusation against her!”
In order to do this, I had to first humble myself, then ask Holy Spirit, the truth about her, and the situation. The truth came to my mind, that first of all, I didn’t even really know her. Second, this was not her intention. It’s not even what she thought she was doing. These truths enabled me to exonerate her. Freeing her from my accusations, grievances and judgements, this in turn was really about freeing myself.
Then I realized, those accusations, grievances and judgements, were really just thoughts my egotistical mind created in order to feel like a victim and feel better than others. I didn’t realize it, but agreeing with these thoughts, caused them to turn into beliefs. I forgave myself for agreeing with these thoughts and blocking my love, light and peace, and in that moment I finally experienced the peace that passes all understanding.
We often hold animosity towards people because we allow the ego to play over and over in our mind what someone has done to hurt us, without stopping to ask ourselves; what the truth is about that person, and why they did what they did.
If you are allowing accusations, grievances and judgements to play over and over in your mind, then I invite you into the courtroom.
Rhonda Ferguson
Identity Theft Restorer! Teaching people who they are and their purpose in life in order to free and empower them.