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Side Tracked

08/07/2016
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When I was a little girl of about 4 or 5 years old, I went shopping with my mother.  As we went up and down the isles I couldn’t help but to be distracted by all the little toys, candies and trinkets.  I would often stop for a moment to examine them, but this one time, I looked up and my mom was gone!  My heart began to race, panic flooded my mind, my eyes welled up with tears as I began to frantically cry out as I  looked for my mom.  I truly felt I like I was lost forever!

Suddenly as I turned a corner, I saw her standing there just smiling at me, calm as can be!  Come to find out, she knew where I was all along.  In fact she hid from me, watching over the shelving, to teach me a valuable lesson about staying with her.  She said her lesson worked, from that day forward I never left her side.

Flash forward to today, I find I still get distracted with good things, ministry, work family, responsibilities and lose my focus of Jesus!  I realized just this week that I got side tracked and he let me wander, knowing all the time where I was, not letting me get too far from him, but letting me learn a lesson.

 

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I had a vision of myself in a meadow, side tracked by the beauty, animals and surroundings that I had forgotten  about him.  I was crushed to realize I left his side.  But then he gave me his vision of the meadow.

He was looking down upon me in the meadow, even though I felt far from him, he was with me, letting me roam and experience life on my own.  It made me realize how much I need him and how even good things can distract me.  I’ve learned a valuable lesson and that is to always keep him in sight, keeping him my focus!  But the greatest peace that I experienced from this lesson was knowing he’ll never let me stray to far, he’s always with me and I’m never to old for a  lesson, they are good for us and help us grow!

Rhonda Ferguson-Daughter of Jesus