I didn’t know it at the time, but deconstruction of my identity, rooted in the egotistical mind was in full swing in 2016. During this time, I was doing major Heart Surgery. Being woken up many times every week at 2:22am, I quickly learned there was no use trying to go back to sleep, I would get up, go into my Spiritual Transformation Room, grab my journal and ask Christ, what He wanted to talk about. Every time it was something that I said or did, that was rooted in fear and producing shame, guilt, doubt, worries, stress, division etc. It felt as though I was being disciplined, but the results were peace and unity. Even when I had to go make something right, like apologizing to my husband for being unloving or hiding something from him.
One particular morning, as I entered the spiritual transformation room, I glanced over to the picture I have of Jesus called the Prince of Peace, painted by Akiane Kramarik. What I saw were energy particles floating in front of the picture. Shocked, I fell to my knees, started crying and saying over and over, “you’re here, you’re here, you’re here!” I have no idea how long that experience lasted, but I knew in my being, that I had just experienced the second coming of Christ. I knew what Matthew 24:23 was really talking about in the Bible: “So if anyone tells you, there he is, out in the desert, do not go out; or Here he is, in the inner rooms, do not believe it, for as lightning that comes from the east is visible even in the west, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.” I know Christ appears to each being personally, when they pull back the egotistical mind that veils Christ.
As we awaken, we go through stages:
Conversation With Christ:
“A time is evolving where there is no sickness, disease, tears, sadness or trauma. Why would there be when everyone knows this is all a dream and what they believe will be their reality?”
But all these come from fear and I thought we need to experience fear to know love?!
“It is a distorted view isn’t it? Love is experienced in relationship! Is it possible for two beings who are really know their oneness with me, to break off into form and have a relationship without the fearful mindset, we call ego??
So the Yin/Yang isn’t really true?
“It’s a way to accept suffering and not blame God!”
Wow, we create this nightmare and then come up with religion and theories to explain the pain away!
“Exactly!”
We beings collectively have been creating a nightmare that we have been believing that; we need to experience pain in order to experience love. However, now many are realizing this is not true, we are beings of love/light/energy projecting a human character to experience relationships. Relationships are how love is experienced.
When we are expressing fear/anger, we-beings have dosed off into the dream, forgetting what we are and the the true reality. This is happening constantly throughout our day. All negative thoughts/feelings are a sign we have dosed off!
Knowing we can be consciously experiencing this dream and remain as love/light, is making it on earth as it is in heaven.
As I sat down to write this blog, I got an email from Humanity’s Team! They are a non-profit promoting this global awakening!
Gypsy Spirit (aka Rhonda Ferguson)